Wednesday, August 7, 2013

finally the last sem

on the very day i've completed my last exam for the previous semester, i had 2 appointment with 2 friends from different circles, in order to bring myself back to the normal life. sound abit exaggerating heh? but i almost died, like really! third year subjects are no joke!

on sunday afternoon, i went for IPL, then to have my favourite myanmar food, the last time i had it was like 1/2 year ago during mandy's visit, to the temple, and then facial.

and then i went out with other friends continuously for the one whole week.. shalene's farewell, delicious lok lok buffet at katong, super nice coffee & environment at chye seng huat and there goes my diet, argh. and tmr, i'll be going down to kl to meet some long lost friends!

i guess my diet plan would need to be put on hold til some time then..

so, if you think i have an easy job, i can take up part time studies? or my studies are too easy, i can cope with my job? well.. that's too wrong.

i always have a cool and calm exterior, and might be jolly when approached, but the problem at my work place has just surfaced, and my asst director has been chiding me for being this and that.. i'm overloaded that time.. who can understand me? i wasn't given the opportunity to clear the back log, i was given addtl account to handle as my shipment starts to slow down. and yet, have to back up when colleagues go on long leave. voicing out doesn't help, but when things happen, it will always be your problem. fine, that's enough of all those bullshit, and i can gain my freedom as soon as i complete my studies!

oh yeah.. i'm not getting very good results either. the problem lies with me, i don't put in enough effort. the university is indeed very strict in giving good grades! i only have like max 2.5 days to study for a subject, thereby, i put on full concentration during classes - how much more energy do u think is left in me after a long day at work, and i hope i can save more time mugging on the book. and seriously, i hate it when there are ppl who likes to talk during lecture, just because they themselves have problem concentrating. those theories that we learn, requires you to show your application skills on daily life.

i'm caught in the middle.. between my career & my studies. i couldn't just dump my career aside, that would spoilt my reputation in the market. there goes my future. i couldn't dump my studies either, good grades can bring in better income.

it's 11:20 pm now, and my bus pick up point will be at balestier plaza, i do not know where the hell it is.. and i have not pack anything up til now..

what's holding me back?

i was introduced to scam city & couch surfing by su wei, and met some friends there. scam city is too informative and interesting to me, i had to leave all my HK soap aside to complete my scam city episodes!

to prepare me for my next big trip! probably alone!

oh my, back to reality ~ i had done nothing for my upcoming subjects.

alright then, i shall bring along my text book, so that i can read throughout my journey to kl!

laters ppl :)

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