Everyone make mistakes, that is why there is an eraser on every pencil. I've made mine, fell and get up again. The process is not easy, the pain that i went through, but I've learn alot from it. Afterall, life is about ups and down.
I wish to share what I've learn to my siblings so that they won't go through the same thing as me, as sometimes human have to learn from other ppl's mistake too. We just live once, there is no point wasting time making the same mistake when you already know it is not right.
Trying hard to keep myself calm and talk to him again tmrw. I just want him to go to the right path.